Sunday, August 28, 2005
Agony of Pain
Quite irony that I witness quite a number of quarrels between couples in the past week. Sometimes I wonder why quarrels exist in the first place ? A major differences in opinions ? Or a lack of mutual understanding between both parties. Been quite a long time since I had a gf, but with my ex, we almost quarrel but I had to give in all the time. Looking back, I felt that I should have done more. But thankfully I made the correct decision to let her go. While it beats having a loser like myself as a boyfriend. Cos I really CMI..... Hahhahaha.....
1 thing I really don't understand is the fact that why some guys dun really appreciates what they have and chooses to treat their gals in such a bad way.. But then again, it has always been my policy not to interfere with pple's affairs.. Mine sux big time, I can't help others also.... Hahahhahhaha
Wish I have a gf to sayang and pamper. But I guess there won't be any in near future. Since the major hiccup I went through last year, I will never allowed myself or anyone else to be hurt again. My only focus now is to plan how to survived in the demanding society of Singapore now. Need to complete my duties as a son and sole breadwinner of my family... BGR ?? Hahhaha stupid crap... Really enjoyed my freedom for the past year. Fought against the stupid green eye monster.... Hahhahaha
Jealousy is very dangerous indeed if your mindset is improper. So what if others have stead ?? There's no need to be jealous and look for 1. Hahahhahaha.... But I guess it's human nature to be following trends. But I have no fear as I have overcome this problem.
I must not fear. Fear is the mind killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. When the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain
Love is very scary now.... But it also have it's plus points. Without love, there will be hatred and everyone will be at war now.
Love is patient, Love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own (will), is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoiced in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things; believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things
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