Wednesday, July 27, 2005
The Fallen Archangel
Today as I make my way to office. My heart was heavy with emotional pain and aches...
With a childish and harsh decision, I submitted my resignation letter without actually finding a job first. Put on a happy mask as I enjoyed my last meal with my colleagues... As i ate, I silently watch everyone.. they are the best team I had so far... went through craps together and managed to overcame problems.. But to be frank, surviving on the pay won't be sufficient to survived in the world today. Sad to say the prominent mountain of debts my sis accumulated and the constant nagging of my mum really might bring me to the edge one day. Tried as I may, done all I could but I can't seem to pleased everyone in my family. Sound advices are turned on deaf ears and seeing things going haywired in the family. Sometimes I really do wondered, why give birth to me? Why am I going through all this crap now. Everything I tried to do seems to backfired upon myself. But this bitter lesson have taught me well. I shall never trust anyone whom casually said they will help with financial help. Instead of sucking people's money like a leech. I will remain steadfast and humbled myself to earn the amount of $ i required.
If I can't even help myself, I doubt anyone is able to do so.
For I know the thoughts that I think towards you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.
Jeremiah 29:11
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