Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Tadpole81 Is Dead
His name is Kew Johny Jeremy. He had a heart attack in the early hours on 6th October 2008 and passed away shortly later in NUH. The attack struck when he was in a taxi below his flat. He paid the fare and before he could receive the change, it struck him. The taxi driver called for ambulance. If he was able to pump Jeremy's chest, Jeremy could be saved. The few minutes lapse till the medics arrived will render him brain dead.
This is Kew Kah Fatt, his father, writing.
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Thursday, April 03, 2008
Love From Heaven
A heartwarming story set in the cold Christmas season. A railway station manager’s unwavering dedication to his job cost him the warmth of a complete family. But on the last day of his work at the station, a surprise awaits him as he blew the final whistle for the last train reporting to the railway station. Sit back as I bring you the story of Love From Heaven.
“ Blow the horn, we are moving out. “ A loud boom voice echo across the engine room.
“ Yes Sir. “ A meek and soft voice replied.
Standing sturdily and smart looking, Stephen, station manager of Homestead Railway Station slowly ease the transmission of the train to advance. Beside him stood Ben, Train driver of Railworks Coporation.
“ Heard that we are visiting Old Chan on our way to the depot? “ Ben asked Stephen.
“ Yes, I made the special arrangement for us to deliver this old baby to her final resting place so as to meet up with Old Chan and let him see her. “ Stephen replied while patting the train’s controls.
Ben smiled broadly as he continued to pile more coal into the furnace.
“ Been quite awhile since I last met him when I first joined the company a few months back. “ Ben smiled while thinking of the first time he met Old Chan.
Stephen hesitated for awhile and memories of the past start flowing back as if those were of yesterday’s.
Nova 10, the solid iron lady proudly sound her horns as she made her maiden voyage from the depot to Evergreen Railway Station. Cries of joys and jubilant filled the air as the overwhelming crowd cheer upon sighting her grand entrance into the station berth.
Back then Stephen and Old Chan are working as general workers for the railworks company. Young, ambitious and energetic. They work diligently and slowly make their way up the ranks to become what they are now.
Coming back to the sounds of the engine room, Stephen saw the familiar sights of Old Chan’s fort for the past decade, Evergreen Railway Station. Traditional zinc roof together with the bright green coat of paint makes it stand out among the surrounding modern skyscrapers.
Someone is standing at the platform of the railway station waving the incoming flag. Dressed smartly in neatly pressed uniform and shiny polished boots together with the familiar station manager’s cap, Old Chan routinely welcomes “ Nova 10 “ for her final stop.
“ Old Chan “ Stephen call out to his old friend.
“ Oh it’s you, Stephen. “ Old Chan replied after adjusting the rail leverage.
Embracing each other in a brotherly hug which represents the many years of friendship that blossomed through hardship and pure determination.
“ Good to see you Old Chan. “ Ben’s sheepishly greeting broke the silence of the 2 old buddies.
“ Where’s your manners young boy? “ Stephen questioned seemingly annoyed by the untimely interruption.
Behind him Old Chan chuckles and waves his acknowledgement of Ben’s greeting. Grabbing Stephen by his arm, Old Chan dragged him into his office before returning to the platform and signal the departure of Nova 10 towards her final destination at the depot.
Blowing the departure whistle, Old Chan changed the rail lever and raised up the departure flag for the final time in his career. Ben sounded the horn and slowly put the train in motion to pull out of the platform.
“ Have a safe journey. “ Old Chan cried out.
Ben knowing his voice won’t be able to overcome the churning sounds of Nova’s aging engines, gave a thumbs up to acknowledge.
As Nova’s engine worked another gear up, she graciously embark on the last lap of her journey from the station which she made her maiden appearance. Hooting her horns and hissed from the water pressure. The curtain closure of Evergreen Railway Station’s favourite guest brought a tear to Old Chan’s eyes.
Being the seasoned station manager, he fought back the tears and stood at an attention as Nova’s trail of smoke slowly faded out on the horizon.
With a heavy heart, Old Chan turned and made his way into his office where Stephen is waiting. As he passed the ticket office, he noticed a doll is lying on the passenger’s bench. Puzzled, he pick it up and brought it into his office.
Stephen upon noticing the doll Old Chan is holding, promptly stood up in bewilderment.
“ I found this doll sitting outside on the passenger’s bench. I believed one of the few remaining resident’s grandchildren might have left it behind. “ Old Chan tries to explain.
Evergreen estate, once known for her mining works and cross border cultural exchange has now become an old town with few elderly residents whom preferred to lived out their lifetime in the town they are so familllar with.
Stephen hold the doll and put in at the Lost & Found counter.
“ Maybe later the owner will run back to claim it. “ Stephen replied.
Old Chan simply smile and shrugged his shoulders.
As the two old friends chatted over cups of freshly brewed tea, time seems to pass by so quickly that the evening sun serves as a reminder to Stephen that he need to leave soon.
“ Old Chan, feel free to drop by my place when you finally retired from this station. “ Stephen spoke out while gathering his belongings.
“ Sure sure, it’s time I pay you and your family a visit ever since that day. “ Old Chan suddenly felt a pain of guilt.
Old Chan and Stephen would have been in-laws had Old Chan’s daughter Melody not developed a sudden high fever which took her away at the tender age of seven. Jonathon, Stephen’s son whom is to be her fiancé put up a brave front and shares the pain of losing Melody.
Stephen walk over to his old friend and pat his back.
“ The past is long over, no point feeling guilty over it. “ Stephen said.
Old Chan could only manage a slight nod while trying to control his emotions.
As the sun sets, Stephen waves goodbye and hops onto the last bus heading towards the city central.
Old Chan stood on the platform and watch as the bus disappear beyond the horizon. Taking in the sights of the neighbouring town, Old Chan wonders what will happen to the area after the railway station is closed. Suddenly peals of giggling startled Old Chan from his thoughts, as he turn around. A girl around the age of seven is standing outside of the lost and found counter.
“ She must be the owner of that doll. “ Old Chan thought.
Blushing and sheepishly pointing to the doll left on the counter, the girl motioned Old Chan to hurry up.
“ Ah so you are the owner of the doll? “ Old Chan asked.
“ Yes, my parent gave me the doll on my birthday. “ The girl replied happily.
“ I see, where are your parent? Are they going to fetch you later? “ Old Chan asked.
“ Nope, my elder sister will be coming to fetch me later. “ The girl replied.
“ Well you can sit inside my office and wait for her to come and fetch you home.” Old Chan offered.
Shaking her head and clutching the doll in her hand, the little girl simply skipped away into the snow covered background.
As Old Chan watch over the little girl as she slowly fade out of sight, he noticed somehow that the snow might have been falling drastically as they completely covered all the tracks which might have been in place after the girl walk through them.
As the night falls, darkness soon engulfed the station. In precision timing, all the street lamps and signboards lit up In unision. Old Chan is preparing his dinner which would be one of the last meals he’s going to have before Evergreen would be handed over to the developers and heading to the urban city for his retirement.
A faint knock on the door startled him as nobody would come to the railway station at this hour. As he absentmindedly open the main doors, standing before him is a girl around the age of 16. With a cheerful smile and sheepish look, she bore an uncanny resemblance to the little girl earlier on whom lost her doll.
“ Good Evening Sir, came the soft yet audible greeting from the girl standing at the door.
“ Come in and have a seat young lady. “ Old Chan offered a chair and a cup of warm tea.
Accepting the cup of tea and making herself comfortable on the chair, the girl look around the station earnestly with great interests. Old Chan couldn’t help beaming with pride as he noticed that the girl is admiring Evergreen station.
“ Ah I forget my manners, I would like to thank you for helping my sister locate her lost doll. It really meant alot to her. The girl replied.
“ Well, it’s nothing much at all. It’s just sitting by the bench and I brought it into my office. Old Chan replied.
Nodding her head in understanding, the girl turned and looked at the platform which is gradually turning white from the falling snowflakes.
Old Chan immediately stood up and pick up the snow shovel and went to the platform to clear the snow. Half an hour later, he returned to the office and was surprised to see the girl doing the dishes and preparing dinner.
“ Let me cook in appreciation of the help you have given to my sister. “ The girl answering Old Chan’s doubts.
Seeing that she’s almost done, stopping her will be futile. Thus Old Chan pick up the shovel and clear the platform to keep himself warm and occupied while waiting for dinner to be ready.
After a short while, Old Chan paused and look towards his office, the girl is standing by the doorway gesturing him to come back. A surprise awaits him as he stepped into the dinning area. A mini feast is spread out on the modest dinning table mostly Old Chan’s favourite dishes.
Just then Old Chan realised that the girl is wearing his late wife’s apron and looked exactly like her. Before Old Chan could speak out, the girl took his hand and guide him to the table.
“ My name is Melody. “
The name struck a hidden chord in Old Chan’s heart as the past memories flooded back. Her look, her manners and even her voice. Everything fits into the puzzle now.
“ It’s been a long time and you actually showed me how you have grown? “ Old Chan asked as tears start to flow down his rugged and worn cheeks.
“ Yes and I was initially afraid that you might be frightened. “ Melody replied as tears start to well up in her eyes.
“ Why should I be afraid of my own daughter? Old Chan replied assuring.
Melody looked down, shunning away from the gaze of her father. At this moment, Old Chan realised something.
“ You came to tell me something right ? “ Old Chan questioned.
“ Yes “ is all that Melody could replied and tears start to flow down, causing a small pool to formed at her feet.
With that answer firmly embedded in his mind, Old Chan stepped out of his office and made his way to the platform. As the snow flakes landed on his wear cheeks and joined the lines formed by his tears, Old Chan looked up to the sky and gaze upon the passing clouds.
Time come to a standstill as one’s journey came to it’s final hours. Nothing in the world matters alot as ashes and dusts are the stark reminders of what was once part of life in this world.
“ Mr Stephen Sir, it’s time for us to go. “ Ben’s voice breaks the deadpan silence engulfing the train carriage.
Stephen startled from his deep thoughts nodded in agreement. As he made his way to the control room, he turned and gaze upon the coffin lying snugly in the middle of the train carriage. Adorning it are train memorabilia and the flag colours of Evergreen Railway Station.
Old Chan was found lying motionless on the platform by the snow plowing train whom had came to clear the snow for the last time as a symbolic gesture. Surprisingly he was holding on to his whistle and smiling as he laid on the platform.
After decades of friendship are spent over good meals and quality time together. This final journey seems to be the hardest moment for Stephen to bear. But the sense of responsibility firmly perched on his shoulder, he must finish this last trip with Old Chan.
“ Ah I remembered something. “ Ben exclaimed.
Somehow when Ben went with the coroner’s office people to bring Old Chan’s body to the mortuary, he wanted to use the toilet. Thus he used the toilet in Old Chan’s office so as to collect some personal belongings and clothing for Old Chan’s funeral.
Shockingly he saw the feast that Melody had prepared for Old Chan spread out on the modest table. As Ben described the dishes to Stephen, a cold shiver run down his spine. Every dish’s name hit Stephen akin to bricks falling off from a tall building and striking the pavement below.
“ And there’s something else, remember the apron Old Chan’s wife used to wear when she’s alive? It’s neatly folded on one of the chair beside the dinning table. “ Ben recalled in bewilderment.
By then Stephen had an answer in his heart but he still couldn’t believed it. Shrugging it off his mind, he calmly removed his ceremonial hat and put on the train driver’s peak cap.
With a simple hand gesture to Ben, Stephen signal his intent to get the train moving. A long blow of the train’s horn prompt the ceremonial band to stop playing and await the final salute to Old Chan.
Shortly after the band stop playing a lone bugler stood at side of the engine room, as he raised up his bugle, everyone stood in attention. The low haunting melody of the last bugle began to filled the air amidst the soft sobbing and prayers. Stephen adjust his uniform and switch the train’s gears.
“ Old Chan! Let me bring you on your final journey! Hang on tight old friend! Stephen exclaimed loudly.
A short burst of whistle goes off as the train starts to move forward after Stephen released it’s brakes. And thus began the journey to bring Old Chan to his final resting place where he will be able to rest in peace after serving faithfully for the railway company.
“ It seems like even at your death, you still couldn’t part away from the railways. “ A soft voice echo from a distance.
“ Once a railway worker, always a railway worker my dear. “ An old yet charming voice chuckling in reply.
As the train pulled out of the station, the two figures slowly fade away as snow flakes starts floating down. Leaving behind memories best remembered.
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
06 December 2006
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Why did you kill me, mummy
When God made me special for you
I really wanted to see you
and put my little arms around you
Why did you kill me, mummy
Because i thought you really cared for me
and I wonder what I would have grown up to be
I guess I'll never know
Because mummy, you killed me
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Monday, November 13, 2006
Gift Of Love
Chapter 1: Planting the seed of love
Boom! The loud and deafening sound of thunder awaken me up from my daze in chemistry class. Luckily Miss Tan is still busy talking to herself with all the profound chemistry formulae.
As I stretched myself, I couldn’t help but noticed it’s raining rather heavily and my school bag is subjecting itself to the merciless pounding of the rain. Slowly but surely I made my way out of the lab via the back door, occasionally keeping a lookout that I won’t be spotted by Miss Tan. Alas the bag is completely drenched out, heck would I have known better, paying extra for a water proof bag might be a good idea after all. At this moment I noticed something protruding out from the side pocket. Gingerly I pull it out and it’s an old rusty bracelet. Was about to throw it into the wastepaper basket when it’s craving caught my eye.
“ You’re Mine “
Rainy day it may be,
Surprise me it may not.
Rusty thing lying on it’s side,
Amused me will it not ?
Chapter 2: Flashback to the past
Instant flashback to the day of my secondary one orientation. After a brief tour of the school, every students had to play some games to finish off the somehow boring school orientation. Had to be paired up with this gal from another class. Fiona was all she mumbled as she unhappily takes up her position besides me. All I could was of course muster up a big friendly smile but she paid no heed to my gesture. Nevertheless game is on and little would I realized what it will lead me into.
After a series of treasure hunt and some crappy games, the last game on the list is Hubby and wife. I was like eh ? What kind of stupid game is this ?
The girls will be the Hubby and the guys are the wives. Sheesh quite lame in my honest opinion. Somehow the girls seem to be enjoying this game, giggling and laughing heartedly as they attempt to snatch someone else’s hubby. While slowly slipping into daze mode, someone grabbed my hand and start pulling me along. Eh what the crap? Now is my turn to be dragged along. Somehow or another, Fiona kicked up quite a big fuss and start chasing after me. Hmm.. fancy being chased after, quite neat right? The feeling is quite nice indeed.
Thankfully Fiona didn’t let me down as she succeed in getting me back. Exhausted and panting away Fiona stared angrily at me and uttered two words,
“ You’re Mine “
Galloping away in the meadows,
Free as the birds in the sky.
Returning back to reality,
Simply with you in my arms.
Chapter 3 : The ending or so it may seems
Was it love at first sight or words at first sound? Sounds quite crappy but hey it’s my first crush in this new school. Somehow Fiona and myself got to know each other better after the games and we hang around together after school to finish up homework. After quite sometime, her best friend Diane pull me aside after we had our lunch. Did you know Fiona’s birthday is fast approaching? Diane whispered. Eh? How would I know since she never mentioned it. Stressed out man. What do you get for a girl on her birthday? Suddenly it hits upon me to observed Fiona when we go out as a group together and find out what she likes. One day we went to suntec to watch a movie and while doing some window browsing, Fiona was deeply engrossed in admiring something. Deeply curious and eager to find out her interests, I went over and look at the items displayed. Bracelets, lots and lots of bracelets. Finally I know what she likes but would be a wrong time to get one for her now.
Round as it may seem,
Flat as far it may go.
The only thing I had,
For that sparkle in your eyes.
Chapter 4: A Gift for her
Back in school, I show to Diane the gift I bought for Fiona but to my dismay Diane told me it’s too big for Fiona. Thankfully Diane had this bright idea to find out Fiona’s size. And I went to buy the suitable size and meanwhile engraved her name onto the bracelet. On the day of her birthday, I slip a note to Fiona asking her to meet me alone after school. During the rest of the day, I simply can’t focus on the lessons as my mind is anticipating the joy on her face when she received the gift from me later. Ring… The school bell rang to signal classes are over. As I slowly made my way to the designated meeting point, my heart somehow kept beating very fast and my palms are becoming wet with my sweat. Phew Fiona is already there waiting for me. That really saves a lot of time in my honest opinion. As I pass the gift to Fiona, that look of joy on her face is really priceless. Never had I been pleased with myself by giving a memorable gift to a girl. Well it’s quite worth all the trouble I took. At this moment, a thought came to my attention. Again mustering all my courage, I ask Fiona whether she would mind going out with me together. To my surprise she said let’s wait after O’s are finished.
Hooray, that means I have a chance. Really very happy indeed that day.
Laughters may filled the ears,
Tears may filled the eyes.
But nothing can stand between us,
As time goes passing by.
Chapter 5: Back to reality
Boom! The sound of thunder jolted me back to reality as I reminisced the things that happened for the past few months. As I look at the bracelet, many questions pop up in my mind. How long have this bracelet been placed in my bag? Was it recently? Whose does this bracelet belongs to? Fiona kept appearing in the answers I seek but it doesn’t seems right. She didn’t rejected me at all and yet she havn’t expressed anything lately. Could it be a hint? I really wonder. Someday I know I would know the answer but that have to wait till examinations are over.
Heading back to reality,
The past is forgiving.
All I can hope for now,
Is to be with you eternity.
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
Agony Of Love
The Long Awaited Sequel for " Crossroad Of Love "
Agony Of Love
Chapter 1: Our separation
Shortly after we reached, we went our separate ways. But we arranged to meet up once we are settled in our hotel. Later that night, we met up at a roadside café.
I went there early as I really missed him, so much till I want to watch him walk into the café. Finally he arrived, I was adjusting my dress when he walked in. I panicked and almost ripped my dress.
Bemused, he simply laughed and shook his head. He really looked different now. The joyful smile is replaced by a friendly but fake looking smile. His dressing seems to be different from before. No more the relaxed and cool attitude, but a businessman.
A few strands of white hair decorated his head, together with the lines on his forehead, Timothy really aged alot.
Noticing I’m staring at him, he laughed.
“ Yah I’ve changed after you…. Nevermind, it’s all in the past “ He looked away.
My heart nearly break into a million pieces when I heard his words. Really, I never know that my indecisiveness resulted in him to changed so much. Fighting back my tears, I smiled meekly and ate my meal.
Throughout the dinner, we laughed and joked. Really reminds me of the good old times we had. But alas it’s just a short lived joy. Time passed so quickly just when you are having fun. He offered to send me back to the hotel, but I declined. I really want to be alone for the time being.
As Timothy turned around and walk away, my heart really ached for him. But I dare not run over and hug him. I really do wish to hug him but I can’t bring myself to. Confusion and sadness overcame me as I dragged my feet towards my hotel.
Exhausted, I simply jump straight into bed and sleep.
That night, I dreamt about him. But the reality that we are separated really hurts me alot.
“ Tears flow down like a flowing river,
My heart aches for the shadow by the riverbanks.
Words alone can’t describe my feelings,
Sadly I longed for your company “
To be continued
Chapter 2: Things go awry
As I tried to settled down in my new environment, I still can’t help but thinking of Timothy.
Is Fate playing a trick on me and guiding Timothy back into my open arms? The thoughts kept lingering in my mind. Timothy and myself together on a faraway land from home, no friends to teased, no family to nag. Just the 2 of us only, how nice will it be?
Been quite a few days since we meet up at the café, Timothy have yet to contact me again. I wonder how is he coping? Heartless maggot, didn’t even make the effort to show some concerns on my well- being. Bleah~! I’m going to get myself more busy and more occupied so as to forget bout him.
Day goes by in a flash. Weeks zoom past in awhile and month end with a bang. It’s almost a year since I left the bright sunny shores of Singapore and embarked on the working trip. And it’s almost a year since I last met Timothy, even though we did send each other some emails but the physical presence really lacked thereof.
One day while shopping for my groceries, I saw someone whom looked like Timothy. Eagerly I walk faster and trying my best to get his attention. But someone appeared beside him and hold his hand. To my surprised it’s really Timothy and beside him is a really gorgeous looking girl.
My heart sank as I try to fought back my tears and walk away quickly. As I walk back towards my hotel, the happy memories of the time I spent with Timothy kept flooding my vision. The sweet sound of him calling me Jaslin Darling seems to be so vague now. All hopes I had of getting back to him fell apart, tears kept flowing down my cheeks as I stood infront of my hotel door and cry.
Struggling to open the door with my keys, I somehow managed to get into the room and stood infront of the balcony window. Looking out, I could see the bright lights of the street bustling with life. Somehow it just feel so empty now in my heart, a part of me simply died and vanished without a trace.
“ Standing alone in a faraway land,
seeking warmth and comfort.
Alas its ain’t gonna be,
away in this cold hard land. “
Chapter 3: My fault
The memories of Timothy and that gal kept flooding back. I simply can’t concentrate on my work and I’m really in a bad shape and pathetic situation.
Just so happened that a colleague of mine, Jimmy been showering me with a lot of attention and concern. No matter how much I tried to chase him away, Jimmy always kept coming back. Coupled with the fact that Timothy has another woman beside him, the thoughts of me accepting Jimmy seems to be the only way out. But somehow I can’t do it, my heart is still with Timothy. Matters of the heart seems to be very vague for me now.
One day, I received a bouquet of flowers on my desk. Surprised, I found a note in it.
“ As long there are flowers on your desk, I will be thinking of you. “
Without having second thoughts, I pick up the bouquet of flowers and threw it away. But as when I got back to my desk, another bouquet is back on desk.
This time round, I didn’t threw it away. I stormed to Jimmy’s desk and flung the bouquet of flowers at him.
“ Stop your nonsense, I’m already attached. “ I literally scream at him.
With that outburst, I went back to my desk. Just couldn’t hold back my tears as I kept crying. Jimmy came over and apologised but I refused to talk to him.
Really confused now, not really sure what’s going on my mind as I tried to concentrate on my work. Suddenly a loud bang and some vulgar verbal expletives shot across the office. As I turned to look, I saw Jimmy walking furiously out of the office door.
Curious, I went to ask my colleagues what happened. It turned out that Jimmy was badly affected by my outburst and couldn’t concentrate on his job, and he lose a multi-million deal which is very important to the company.
I became dumbfounded, totally lost for words. I tried to call Jimmy but he didn’t switch on his handphone. After work, I decided to go and look for him to apologised. Not knowing where to search, I wandered around aimlessly
A thought suddenly flashed across my mind.
“ If really fated for me to find him despite not knowing where he is, I will accept him if he ask me again. “
To be continue….
Chapter 4: A big mistake
Just as I was about to leave, I saw him sitting by the park bench feeding the pigeons. As I stood infront of him, I saw tears streaming down his cheeks. Oh my, this is the first time I have ever seen a grown up guy crying infront of me.
As Jimmy looked up, he literally frozed. Dumbfounded, he took out his handkerchief and wipe his face and stood up to leave. I didn’t know what went through my mind but I simply grab and hug him tightly.
Just at that instant, thoughts of Timothy came flooding back into my mind and I instinctively push Jimmy and walk away. Jimmy suddenly grab me and tried to kiss me. As I struggled against his grip, Jimmy turned violent and slapped me.
“ Jimmy! What the hell are you trying to do to me? “ I screamed at him.
“ Can’t you tell? I’m gonna make you mine. “ Jimmy replied with a smirk.
The thought I had earlier on simply vanished into thin air as I’m filled with rage for what this savage beast is trying to do to me. Not knowing what I did, I used all my strength and push Jimmy away again and as he fell, I gave his groin area a hard kick and I could see the agony in his eyes as he scream in pain.
“ Don’t let me see you again, otherwise you won’t be celebrating father’s day anymore. “ I shout at him before walking off hurriedly.
And to think I was planning to give him a chance, yet he treats me in this manner. That does it, I’m going to quit and return to Singapore. No point carrying on with the job when Jimmy is around.
The next day I submit my resignation letter and left the company. At the lobby, Jimmy was waiting for me. But I walk away, no point listening to what he’s going to tell me.
Finally I can go home where I truly belong, but I will have to do everything all over again.
Life is going to be so tough but it’s better to be home I guess. But there’s something I must do before I go back. Not sure if I should do it but I really want to have an answer.
To be continue
Chapter 5 : My New Beginning
Tried finding Timothy but the memories of him with that gal really haunts me. If only things had remained the same, the gal beside him would have been me. Nevertheless as I continue to pack my clothings into my luggage bag, I heard my handphone ringing.
“ Hello? “ I asked.
“ Hey Jaslin, heard you are going back to Singapore? “ A famillar voice replied.
It took me quite awhile before I realised who’s the caller is.
“ Timothy! “ I shout over the phone.
“ Hey Hey, there’s no need to shout so loud over the phone. “ Timothy answered.
The voice, the sweet sound of his voice floods my memory as memories of the past came crashing down on me. As I struggled to maintain my composure, my weakened fortitude of strength simply succumb into a frail and flabbergasted version of me. I totally lost it and broke down over the phone.
After a short while, I heard knocking on the door. As I struggled to walk over and open it, I simply couldn’t believed my eyes. At the door is Timothy with a gigantic bouquet of my favourite flowers.
All hell break loose as I rushed over and hug him, almost tripping over my own stuffs as my only thoughts is to be with him and nothing else matters.
Afterwhich we sat down and I ask him about that gal whom I saw, he laughed and said it’s his employer’s daughter and she got a huge crush on him. Silly me, to think I was so hurt and depressed over this matter.
Smiling, Timothy suddenly stood up and got down onto his knee. As he held on to the bouquet of flowers, I simply couldn’t breathe as I can’t anticipate what might happened next.
“ Jaslin, the stars in the moonlit night shall be my witness. As long as my heart is pumping, my love for you will never ceased to stop. “ Timothy declared with his heart.
Deeply touched, I simply nod my head and accept him once again with my heart. All the mistakes that are done in the past shall be henceforth be gone into history.
With Timothy by my side, I’m looking forward to go back to Singapore and recapture all the happy memories we had.
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Monday, November 07, 2005
The Gift ( The story of my Buddy Thomas )
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Chapter 1
The Plan
I wasn’t sure what is going on in my mind when I made that suggestion to this mutual friend of mine. After I had made the comment, I was certain that things might not end up as what I expected.
Nevertheless, she told me she will try to arrange something. That’s when I decided to pass the news to Thomas.
“ Ok lor “
That’s the short and unappreciative reply that Thomas gave me. Come on man, it’s not like the end of the world and there’s no need to make such a nonchalant comment like that!
With a sheepish face he made with the colleen and brackets, he expressed his happiness unwillingly. Argh, I really felt whether did I made a big mistake?
Maybe not, as they haven’t even meet up.
As the date of the arranged meeting is drawing near, Thomas start to get a little panicky and flabbergasted for words.
“ Eh, you sure she willing to meet me? “ Thomas said with a hint of worrying in a subtle mood.
“ Yes yes I’m sure of that “ I replied coyly.
“ How old is she “ Thomas asked worriedly?
“ 15 “ I replied without hesitation.
“ 15 “ Mew replied happily.
To be continued.......
Chapter 2
The Meeting
“ Hello, Where are you? “ I almost shouted into my hand phone.
“ Beside you. “ Came Thomas's reply.
Eh ? As I turned around, I saw his sheepish grin and waving hand beside me. Apparently he was almost late despite living nearer to our appointed place of meeting.
“ Come on, lets go “ I replied impatiently.
Never be late for an appointment especially if you are meeting someone whom might be your future spouse. Nodding in agreement, Thomas tapped his EZ-link and walk briskly towards the train.
As the train nears Somerset Mrt, Thomas starts to fidget about in his seat.
“ Nervous ? “ I enquired.
“ Yah lar ! “ He mumbled.
To think Thomas is calm and steady when I met him in Harbourfront but now he’s like a baby waiting to get an injection.
“ Relax “ I replied laughing.
Man, that look on Thomas’s face is really classic and he tried to focus and kept quiet since then.
As we walk out of the gates of the Mrt station, he nervously glanced around.
I spotted our mutual friend and drag him towards her.
“ She will be late “ Came her reply.
“ Late ? “
“ How late ? “
Thomas gave a sigh of relief as I ask those questions.
But his relief is short-lived as the gal whom we wanted to intro to him finally arrived.
As Thomas turned and look at the direction whom our mutual friend is pointing, I could see a hint of redness forming on his face and his jaws dropped. There stood a gal with long black resplendent hair and a cherubic face. With a 1000 watt smile, she walk over towards where we are standing.
After a brief introduction, they finally get to know each other. Vanessa and Thomas.
To be continued......
Chapter 3
The Beginning
Under the bright and sunny afternoon of an idly Sunday, Thomas embarked on a journey that will have a major impact for the next two weeks of his life.
Here's is his journey from his point of view....
I wasn’t sure what I thought of her that instant I met her. Sure we did meet before at her workplace once earlier in the week but all I caught was just a glimpse of her.
I have to admit that during the first meeting prior to us being formally introduced to each other, I didn’t have a positive impression of her and neither did she have of me.
We headed out of the congenial surroundings of the air-conditioned MRT station into the humid milieu of Orchard Road.
Where were we going? What were we going to do later? These thoughts lingered in my head as we waited at the traffic light waiting to cross over to centrepoint shopping center.
We walked down Orchard road against the backdrop of vehicles heading in the opposite direction towards Tangs where the 2 girls intended to go to purchase some sugar cane drinks.
The initial plan after that was to go up to the cinema at Shaw House to catch the movie Herbie but while going up the escalator she said that she had already watched it and that she could lend me DVD. Since we were already at the cinema we might as well watch another movie, we decided on The Cave and purchased the tickets for the 2.30pm show.
We had lunch at the 7-11 café nearby at Far East since we had some time to spare on our hands before the movie begin. I wasn’t hungry so I bought a glass of mocha while the 3 of them went to purchase their lunch.
I was sitting there alone while they were making payments at the counter when she came over to me and asked why I wasn’t eating.
“You like coffee?” she asked me, but due to my narcissist nature I nonchalantly replied with a one word answer “yea”
To be continued
Chapter 4
The Puerile Gal
As Thomas continues to drink his coffee, Vanessa is busy picking out all the onions in her chicken noodle pasta.
“ Thomas “ She suddenly shout.
“ Yes ? “ Came Thomas usual nonchalant reply.
“ Come come I feed you with this. “ Vanessa happily replied.
With her chopstick used in a wrong method, she somehow managed to pick a piece of chicken and stuff it into Thomas’s mouth.
Thomas comically tried to chew hard and fast as another piece is getting ready to be stuffed again. By this time Thomas face grew really red as our mutual friend and myself kept teasing both of them.
After they had their meals, Vanessa start to piled up all the rubbish and pour some of her drink down like a fountain.
“Look so nice isn’t it? “ Vanessa happily said to Thomas.
“Yah it really looks nice. “ Thomas replied hesitantly while trying to conceal his embarrassment.
As she continues playing, Thomas sat there and look at her with affection in his eyes. To Thomas, that exact moment, it’s like time have stopped and Vanessa is like an angel playing and laughing angelically.
Time passes so quickly that it was time to go home, as the sunset is approaching. Thomas watch in silent as Vanessa merrily walk toward the bus stop to catch the bus home.
Deep inside Thomas’s heart, he felt something stirring.
What is it you may wonder?
Thomas should know it better than we do.
To be continued.
Chapter 5
The message
Via our mutual friend, Vanessa informed Thomas that she’s going shopping the next day and she enquiry whether Thomas is free to come along?
Just so happened that Thomas finished his exams and he’s free for the next couple of weeks and since he have nothing to do, he replied to her,
“ Sure I will tag along with you. “
After they made arrangements, Vanessa hung up the phone as she had school the next morning.
The next day,
Thomas didn’t know what had gotten into him but he simply couldn’t wait to go out and meet Vanessa. Her image and voice kept swirling around his mind, rendering him helpless in doing other stuffs.
Despite thinking of her since morning, Thomas decide to leave his home earlier and check out some musical instruments at Peninsular plaza first to take his mind off thinking about Vanessa.
However in the shop he still can’t clear his mind off Vanessa, pick up a guitar, he began to strum a song which he had written previously for her.
Monday when we met for the first time.
Even till today, I still blushes overtime.
While you are walking over, I don’t dare to look into your eyes.
Sadly you walk away, leaving me with tears in my eyes.
How could I call you my lover?
Yes could you be my lover ?
Vague, the memories I have
Allured by the charm of your eyes
Near the light of my soul I have been
Enticed by your smile
Suffocate this dying soul
Suffice this fallen one
Allured I have been…
To be continued
Chapter 6
The reaction
Despite taking the slower route by walking Thomas still ended up being there early. Both the girls were late, and we had to wait nearly 30mins before everyone arrived.
So we went off to Bugis Village and after getting lost in there for an hour or so, Vanessa bought herself a bag and then we headed off to Orchard once again
We took a bus and Vanessa was sitting next to Thomas as the bus is quite crowded. Our mutual friend wanted them to sit closer together and Thomas got “pushed” to sit closer to Vanessa. She soon fell asleep along the journey and Thomas found himself looking and admiring her unparalleled beauty while she lay in tranquil slumber.
Upon arrival at Orchard she mentioned that she was hungry and we went to have our dinner at a small Japanese food outlet. Vanessa added too much teriyaki sauce on her bento and it was too salty for her to finish it. Thomas had the privilege to be fed by her again.
Spoonful by spoonful, Thomas forced himself to swallow the rice which have been made specially by Vanessa.
Seeing the distorted expression on his face, Vanessa ordered a cup of warm water and offer it to Thomas to wash down the salty rice.
After which, we moved seats and took some photos. Thomas is hesitant to sit closer to her as he’s really feeing shy. Vanessa held on to his arm as she sat nearer to him to take the pic.
To be continued
Chapter 7
The Walk Home ( Part 1 )
After leaving the outlet, as the time is still early, we decided to walk around Orchard awhile more. Thomas planned to find a cd by Eric Clapton and thus he suggested to us that we ought to head towards HMV.
Thomas made a beeline towards the cd section with Vanessa tagging along. She enquiry about the cd which Thomas is looking for and help to search for it earnestly.
After making a futile attempt to search for it, we gave up and walk aimlessly around Orchard again.
Vanessa made a suggestion to go window shopping at OG as it’s been quite awhile since she last shopped in OG. Needless to say we followed her in, turned out that she’s happily browse thru all the clothing and even tried some clothes which are too old for her age. Thomas jaws dropped when she turned and show him.
“ How do I look? “ Vanessa asked.
“ You looked very matured in it. “ Came Thomas reply.
Happily Vanessa proceed on to posed infront of the mirror and select different type of clothing and match them with suitable outfits.
After browsing thru the clothes, we proceed outside and rest for awhile by the café.
Feeling hungry, Vanessa told Thomas to follow her to get something to eat.
Soon after they came back with a plate of cheesecake. And our mutual friend cajoled Vanessa to feed Thomas while we took pics.
To be continued
Chapter 7
The Walk Home ( Part 2 )
After having the cheesecake, we sat at the café for awhile more and slowly digest our dinner.
Soon it was time to go home and Vanessa got quite worried.
“ Who is going to accompany me home? “ She asked.
“ Thomas!” Me and our mutual friend replied in union.
As she turned and look at him, Thomas bashfully turned red and nod his head.
Nevertheless Vanessa seem pleased with the idea and we proceed to the Mrt station.
While walking behind them, our mutual friend had an idea of making them hold hands. And without saying anything, she grab their hands and make them hold each other.
I Want To Hold Your Hand
(John Lennon, Paul McCartney)
Lead Vocal: John Lennon
Oh yeh, I'll tell you something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand
You'll let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you I feel happy inside
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide
Yeh, you've got that something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you I feel happy inside
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide
Yeh, you've got that something
I think you'll understand
When I'll feel that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
Quoted from: http://www.geocities.com/SunsetStri...ur_hand-ly.html
To be continue
Chapter 7
The Walk Home ( Part 3 )
After the song fade into the busy road of Orchard, our male and female lead made their way to the mrt station smiling and holding hands tightly.
As I watch the train door close, Thomas and Vanessa both gingerly gazed into each other’s eyes as the train move off from the platform.
Inside the train, Thomas suddenly felt very happy and nervous as Vanessa is simply gorgeous as he kept looking at her.
There’s something about Vanessa that made Thomas’s heart fluttered whenever he looked at her, the alacrity in which she does her shopping ,her vocalness in every conversation they had, her dainty little footstep as she walk, her sensibility in her actions , her down-to-earth nature at times and her easy-going attitude...
“ Thomas, are you all right? “ Vanessa asked worriedly.
“ Yes yes I’m fine, sorry. “ Thomas awoke from his dazed state of mind
Smiling, Vanessa hold Thomas’s hand and gave it a tight squeeze.
“ Next stop Toa Payoh “ The announcement announced.
“ Thomas, I’m going off at this station, how about you? “ Vanessa asked.
Thomas contemplated awhile and nod his head.
Soon, they left the train station and Thomas took the initiative to hold Vanessa hand as they walk along the pavement.
Love, Me by Collin Raye
(Skip Ewing/Max T. Barnes)
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Quote from :
http://www.collinraye.com/music/lyr...ngs/love-me.htm
To be continue
Chapter 7
The Walk Home ( Part 4 )
“ Thank you for sending me home Thomas.” Vanessa softly whispered.
“ Huh? “ Thomas replied casually.
Vanessa reached forward and kiss Thomas on his cheek and whispered “ Thank You “.
Thomas felt time stopped at that instance as he stood still and bewildered by her sudden approach.
As the lift door closed and Vanessa disappear from his sight, Thomas touches his cheek in amazement. Still unbelieving what had happened 5 minutes ago, he walk along the pavement towards the mrt station.
I Knew I Loved You by Savage Garden
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
Quote from:
http://www.savage-garden.net/lyrics...i_loved_you.php
To be continue
Chapter 8
The Gift ( Thomas’s narration )
It was Friday and she had to go to work, so I offered to accompany her there from her house. It was a sunny afternoon, and I tried to remember the way to her place since the first and previous time I went there was in the night.
I was there early and was quietly waiting below her block. She soon arrived dressed in the black dress she bought the night before.
“Sorry did you wait for long? “ she asked.
”Err… Nope “ I replied.
I know that was a monotonous answer, I wish to tell her that
“No, I would wait an eternity just for you “
But I couldn’t say it out, my emotions have been blocked by a barricade I built around myself from unpleasant past experiences.
We boarded the bus that goes directly to her workplace; she was tired because of school earlier in the day and fell into peaceful slumber once again in the bus.
We arrived 15 minutes later and walked her in to her work place
“So…. I’m going in now…bye bye “ she said with a yearning look in her eyes.
“Bye” I replied and walk away.
Damn, why did I just do that? I asked myself as I walk off thinking what a jerk I was.
I went home thinking I know I’m not an expressive person, neither am I a vocal person. But she really means a lot to me, how am I suppose to show her that?
In the evening I made a decision and went off to get her a gift, walking around the shopping complex for about half an hour I finally found what I wanted to get for her, a double heart shaped necklace….
I bought it and took a train to her work place thinking that I could surprise her and sent her back from work. It was 9.40pm, and I was 20 minutes early. She spotted me and asked me “What are you doing here? “ in a surprised tone.
“To fetch you home … “ I replied with a little smile.
“Why don’t you go walk around first, ill call u when I end work” she said.
“Ok, see you later then” I said and faded into the crowd in Orchard.
It was 10pm and I happily walked towards her workplace eagerly waiting for her to sent her home, pass her the gift and to finally tell her what I really wanted to tell her for a long time. I spotted her walking towards me, and then she said something that changed that wonderful night forever.
“I’m sorry but I’m going out to have dinner with my colleagues, could you go home first? “ she said coldly.
“okay but before that, I have something to tell you… I really like you, would you be my girlfriend? And I would like you to have this.” I said, passing her the gift while trying to hide my disappointment.
“I’ll give you an answer tonight” she said, turned around and walked off.
To be continue.....
Chapter 9
The dilenma
After what Thomas told Vanessa, she’s been thinking hard and long. But have yet to come to a conclusion. Maybe it’s a mistake for being too close? Holding hands is also a wrong move?
Thomas’s poem to Vanessa
Longing to see u again,
Over the seas and moutains I would go,
Vanessa where art thou?
Eternity is what I want to spend with u >.<
Frankie J Lyrics
Obsession (No Es Amor) Lyrics
(Check check ...this happened for real ...baby bash..yo.. frankie j.... obession)
Its early in the morning
And my heart is really moaning
Just thinkin bout you baby
Gots me twisted into things
And i dont know how to take it
But its driving me so crazy
I dont know if its right
Im tossin turning in my bed
Its 5 oclock in the morning
And i still cant sleep
Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me
Breathe ....i dont care
So helpless in my heart
I dont know what to do but to think of mi love
Baby...........
[Chorus]
Amor , no es amor (if this aint love)
More than my feelings (what am i doing wrong)
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Its just an illusion that i have in my heart
Now i know you know my lady im just tryin to make this right
I dont know what to do im going out of my mind
So baby if u let me could i getchu to say maybe we could ride together
We could do this all nite now i dont care if u got a man
Baby i wish ud understand
Cuz i kno he cant love u right, quite like i can
Its 5 oclock in the morning
And i still cant sleep
Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me
Breathe ....i dont care
So helpless in my heart
I dont kno what to do but to think of mi love
[Chorus]
Amor no es amor (if this aint love)
More than my feelings (what am i doing wrong)
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Its just an illusion that i have in my heart
I like the way u freak it like that
I like the way u freak it like that
I like the way u freak it like that
Its an obsession
[Baby Bash]
Hold up let me drink
Shorty got me feelin less supreme
Where my candy, where my cream
Got your boy feel less supreme
Hold up wait a minute baby you so damn independent
Loving everything your representing
Got alot of money, i love this candy
And thats whats up and i dont care what people scream
No im blessin when im stressin
My superfly beauty queen
Im gonna keep it saucy
Cuz my money know how i do, we go rendez-vous, mi corazon belongs to you
[Chorus]
Amor ...no es amor (if this aint love)
More than my feelings (what am i doing wrong) what am i do wrong [echo]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Its just an illusion that i have in my heart
Amor... no es amor (if this aint love)
More than my feelings (what am i doing wrong) what am i do so wrong [echo]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Its just an illusion that i have in my heart
Amor
Quote from :
http://www.lyricsondemand.com/f/fra...amorlyrics.html
To be continue.......
Chapter 10
The Return
After considering for a long time, Vanessa felt that perhaps it's too fast and too early to be considering a long term relationship. Thomas also felt this way too.
Vanessa arranged to meet up with Thomas and she returned the gift to Thomas.
" Keep it well, give it to someone whom is really meant for you. " Vanessa said to Thomas.
" Ok Thanks. " Thomas replied nonchalently.
" Friends forever? " Vanessa asked.
" Sure. " Thomas answered.
And both of them turned and admired the sunset as it fades beyond the horizon.
Artist : Vitamin C
Title : Graduation
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat 1
La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat 1 (3x)
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http://www.4lyric.com/show.php?lyric=202
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
Story of " The Crossroad Of Love "
Crossroad Of Love
Chapter one : Our chance encounter
“ Hi, Intro? “
I stared blankly at the screen for awhile before I typed out my reply.
“ Jaslin 13 female , how about you? “ I replied briefly
“ Timothy 15 male, So are you a guide? “ came his reply
“ Nope… “ I answered
“ Female scout? He asked.
“ No. “ I replied.
“ Erm.. then why are you here? “ came his reply
“ I’m interested in Scouting but I can’t join in any groups due to my gender. “ I typed with vigour.
And we continued to chat throughout the night and this conversation last for the next two weeks as everyday we would meet online just to share our day’s happenings.
Two weeks later Timothy gave me a shock,
“ Hey got something I wanna ask you. “ He wrote.
“ Yes? “ I replied
“ You wanna meet up? “ he asked me
“I’m not too sure…” I replied
“ I planning to give you some of my extra scout badges I have collected. “ He said.
I find it’s kind of awkward for me to meet up with him, so I suggested I will only meet him if I can bring a friend along. To my surprise, he agreed readily.
After deliberating for quite sometime, I finally decided to meet him the next day after school.
Chapter 2: Our first meeting
“ Eh, just to be safe, I will meet you in my school uniform since it’s after school. “ I wrote to him.
“ No problem, but I think you will look cute in your school uniform. “ Timothy replied
I gave him a face and he simply just laugh all the way before adding on he doesn’t have any uniform fetish. To me, at that time I didn’t know what he meant.
The next day at Tampines Mac which is our arranged location to meet up. I waited for him together with my friend Doreen.
Not long after, Timothy came but he mistaken Doreen for me. What a dork, I mumbled to myself. Must be he felt Doreen is more pretty than me which I can’t deny. After we cleared the misunderstanding, he ordered food for us and we began to have some wonderful conversation. He really kept his promise and pass a lot of his scout badges to me. Such a kind gesture really made me happy.
Later that night, he called me and we chat for awhile. But I didn’t realised that as we talk, we actually talk till 4am in the morning. Gosh, I never talk on the phone for so long in my life.
One month later, while chit chatting as always, I told Timothy I’m bored and he suggest to go out.
“ I can’t go out, my mum will kill me if I do.” I replied sadly.
“ Where do you plan to go? “ Timothy asked.
I gave it a thought and after a long pause, I wrote “ The Beach “ .
Moments later, I received an invitation for joining a channel named Solo_beach, curious, I entered. And to my surprise, there was no one but only his nick there.
“ What’s up with this? “ I inquired.
“ You say you want to go beach, but you have curfew, so I created a virtual beach for you.” Timothy replied.
Tears almost flow down my cheeks as I replied him with a “ Thank you “ I’m really touched by this gesture.
Chapter 3: Our questions
Eversince that day, we continued to chat in that channel which solely belongs to the both of us.
One day I asked him a question that I have been keeping deep inside me for so long.
“ What type of girlfriend are you looking for ? “ I asked Timothy.
“ Mmm… most probably someone who has the same character as me, likes fishing, likes fishes and animals. And you? “ He shot the question back at me.
“ More of less same as you but of course I’m looking for a male species. “ I retorted back at him.
Timothy began to “ laugh “ in that channel. But shortly after he suddenly kept quiet. I couldn’t take it any longer and I decided to ask him.
“ Erm.. am I the girl you are looking for?
“ Erm…” came his only reply. And suddenly my handphone rang.
“ Hello? “
“ Yes. “ Came the voice on the phone.
I was in shock for a moment upon hearing his voice saying yes.
Timothy gave me another shock when he ask me,
“ Am I the guy whom you are looking for? “
Yes is only what I could get out of my mouth. And thus our relationship took off. Even though we spent so many happy times together, but we also had our fair share of bad times. Went through so much trouble just to get my parent’s consent for our relationship to be approved.
One night as we are walking along the beach, he held onto my hands and said,
“ As long there’s one star in the sky, our love will be forever “
I stood there and felt so blissed.
Chapter 4: Crossroad of Love
Not long after that fateful night, I suddenly developed a crush on this senior of mine in school, Jimmy.
Secretly Jimmy asked me out and I agreed. But what I didn’t expect was that Timothy got to know of this matter and was very angry.
Finally we decided to meet up and settle this matter. The three of us sat down and sorted things out. When they posed one final question to me,
“Who you really want to be…?” I choose Timothy and not Jimmy.
With that, the matter is resolved amicably and I began to keep my distance away from Jimmy. But once again, hiccups kept coming back despite our efforts to keep them at bay.
Soon, we start to plan financially for our wedding and our future family, Timothy actually made very sound plans for everything down to the minute details.
Time goes by quickly and soon, I went into poly year 3 and met Michael. At that point, Timothy is in NS, but unknowingly, I fell for Michael and Michael likes me too. Not long after we got to know each other, Michael brainwashed me to break up with Timothy.
Deep inside my heart, I’m really confused. But as time goes by, maybe I felt that leaving Timothy will be the right choice for me. I asked around and everyone felt that Michael is actually a better choice for me. But my parents object to me leaving Timothy, with my rebellious nature, knowing that i'm going against my parents’ wishes… but i did just that…
Timothy was heart broken when I broke the news to him…
1 year later after I choose Michael, I find that I still miss Timothy and I prefer to be with Timothy doing those happy things together. Michael seems to be not the guy I wanted anymore.
As days dragged on, I felt myself suffocating with my own thoughts of breaking free. Gone are those happy times which I have shared with Michael, all those sweet loving memories seems to be just a dream.
I guess I have waken up from this dream.
Chapter 5: My final decision
After graduation from Poly, I’ve received a job offer from USA on a 3 year bond. The offer is very attractive and I can do my degree while serving out the bond. But am I able to give up everything I had in Singapore and go overseas for 3 years?
The memories of my favourite food and hangouts seems to be getting vague over the years of neglect. Will they be around after 3 years?
Feeling bored, I went out. Not sure where to go, I hop onto a taxi.
“ Miss, where do you want to go? “ The driver asked me.
“ Anywhere will do. “ I replied without hesitation.
As the driver starts to drive, I peer out of the window and take in the sights of Singapore.
The majestic Merlion statue standing high and mighty looking out to the sea, the spikey exterior of the Esplanade which reminds me more of a brassiere rather than a durian fruit.
The palm of Suntec city, I only realised it’s a palm when someone pointed out an article on the feng shui design of it.
As the driver drive on, I realised he’s bringing me to a famillar place. Just as I was about to tell him to go other place, he stopped.
“ I met my wife here, the ambience is really romantic. I guess you are feeling down, so I hope this place will bring a smile back to you as it did for my wife. Alas, all I had were beautiful memories of the time we spent here. She passed away last year. “ The driver spoke.
Tears flowed down my cheeks as I alight from the taxi. This beautiful place is where Timothy held my hands as he said ““ As long there’s one star in the sky, our love will be forever “
I couldn’t take it anymore and I ran to a tree and cried. As I cried, I realised the tree had a hidden hole in it, it’s a shape of a heart. As I used a twig to probe the insides, I found some letters folded in heart shapes. Curiosity get the better of me as I read the contents of the letter.
It’s written by Timothy! I recognised his handwriting,
Jaslin, my heart broke into a million pieces as you told me your decision to leave me. I fought back my tears and wish you all the best as all I wanted is for you to be happy.
The next letter wrote,
Jaslin, this place is where I declared my love for you, guess this place won’t be the same again without you. Thank You for the beautiful memories.
Another letter wrote,
Jaslin, not sure if you will read all these letters but if you are reading them now. I want to say hello and how are you? Getting on well? Stay happy.
A sense of guilt overcame me as I read all the letters, as much as I would like to but my stubbornness prevented me from admitting leaving Timothy is a mistake.
Something on the ground caught my attention, it’s another letter. As I opened it, the date on the letter caught my attention.
It’s today! Oh my gosh. When did he come?
It read,
Jaslin, I’m about to go for my overseas trip soon. Kinda missed everything in Singapore, especially you. Take care. Goodbye.
I looked around, but I can’t see him. When did he come? What time did he left? I really want to meet him and tell him I’m sorry.
But it’s too late. He left.
“ Passengers of flight 1314, kindly fasten your seatbelt, we will be taking off soon. “ The announcement came via the PA system.
Absentmindedly I fasten my seatbelt and looked out of the window, Goodbye Singapore, see you in 3 years time. Looking forward to a new beginning I think.
“ Excuse me Miss, is the seat taken? A famillar voice spoke.
“ It’s not, you may have it. “ I spoke while looking outside.
“ Thanks. “ came the short reply.
Soon, the plane took off and as the last wheels left the tarmac, that’s when I no longer have any links to Singapore.
As I enjoyed the bird’s eye view of Singapore, something unexpectedly happened.
“ Mr Timothy, I’m really sorry for all the inconvenience. Hope you will have a safe and pleasant trip. The stewardess spoke to the passenger beside me.
Timothy, the name really struck a chord in my heart. As I looked beside me, I cried. The passenger is Timothy, not any other Timothy but the Timothy whom I’ve been trying to contact since I read all the letters he wrote to me.
Timothy smiled.
It’s really a new beginning I supposed, but that will be another story.
The End
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